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2009-01-17T08:47:00.000-08:00

18th day of 2009

and ITS 444th DAY
OF OUR RELATIONSHIP!

Triple 4.. So.. haaha
We are nearer to 500th day mark! =)
2 yr celebrating Valentines day soon..
Got idea what to give her, but might change haaha
Got to come out wif the best of the best idea mah..

1st time, this Chinese New Year we are going
to each others house to bai nian. heehe

Wonder why guys my church stop serving God for age 24 to 35... hmmm
Quite discouraging for me.. but nvm, can't force them.

i want a new imac for work =(

2008-11-02T06:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY

TO ME AND MY DEAR!!! XD

2008-10-30T09:52:00.000-07:00

HAPPY Birthday to ME!! =D

Thank You dear for celebrating for and with me. I'm very touched and happy =)

1 more day and we are together for a year le *Cheers*

And eternally to come.. heehe

Really appreciate to have you as my girlfriend =)

Here's something for you, Dear (Picture above) =)

2008-10-13T09:06:00.001-07:00

Let us not love with words or tongue

but with action and in truth.

1 John 3:18

This verse doesn't mean we don't say any words of love to each other

but most importantly to put it into action

AND in truth, that means wif a sincere and real heart and motive.

But of course Words is like a two edged sword,

it can kill or it can heal.

that's why one must use it in the right timing right motive.

As for me and yingxian, thankfully, think we are the action type HAAHA

as you know i'm the action type of bf and less words.

People say usually the 1st 3-4 months is the honeymoon period for couples.

But i don't really agree to that.

i know why some or most couples only got 3-4 months.

1. either the guy become 'lazy' in planning activities(even if its just a simple dinner n movie)

2. either the gal does show no or less interest or appreciation on the guys planning

and expect more.

3. both lack of communication

4. doesn't have common aim or priority. (Link to point no. 3)

i personally think this so called honeymoon period

how long you want last all depends on the couple itself.

A very ancient example..

it take you hands to clap.

if both lazy, no sound

if one want to clap, the other stay put, no sound

And the more strength and effort both put in

IT WILL CREATE DIFFIERENT AND GREATER VOLUME! =D

In 17 days time both of us will celebrate our 1st year together.

Pray that God will continue to watch over us

Watch over us that our relationship that is not like the world

But to help us to stay committed to one another.

I love Her

2008-08-11T07:25:00.000-07:00

Yeah!! iPhone is coming to Singapore end of the month! Oops =X

Haaha no la, my DEAR's 18th birthday is coming in 2 day plus time more important.. heehe.

What will happen on that day?.. hmm she will report it on her blog.. for now, ZIP.. haaha

(actual part of what i plan was reveal le) signz.. haaha

We'll see =D

9mths and 11days le!! =D

A Friend's Love says:

"If you ever need anything,

I'll be there."

True Love says,

"You'll never need anything,

I'll be there."

2008-07-26T09:09:00.000-07:00

This time i got many things to complain.

So expensive to live in singapore

food price increase

transport fee increase

buy house also expensive

singapore younger generation getting worse

because of their parents

or because what the corrupted world had mould them

signz

life being an adult is so stressful..

really understand how my parents went throught

sometimes really think how good if i'm still a child

everything is provided

Going to 9 months in our relationship.

Really Thank God for preserving us.

We'll continue towards pur goal

and pray that God will prepare us.

Not easily.. but i sure that God will guide us

my faith in on Him

JIA YOU, DEAR =D

2008-06-30T07:20:00.000-07:00

Started My New/Old Job Today Loooooor...

New, b'cuz i'm now a full staff there and no more a junior graphic designer.

i am now a graphic designer haaha.

Old, b'cuz 4 yrs ago i was working there on internship.

Hmm.. now i want to work there also got reasons one.. heehe

Time passed quickly, Abt 1 hr more will be 8months together le =)

I Love You, Dear!!

Remember to continue to pray for our relationship and our parents orh, dear =)

(and remember THE promise, watch out for it!!! he he he he he)

2008-06-17T07:44:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-06-12T09:26:00.000-07:00

~ Love relationship is like flying a kite.

You are tight down, but you are Happy =)

And of cuz i'm happy. Heehe

Halfway throught our 8th month=)

This month of June, is a time for recharge for me.

Have quitted 1st my job, but thank God that i found a new job and will be starting on 1st July =)

Went for my 1st Re-service briefing on 4 june.

Saw some of my NS pals. Wah liao.. some grow fat liao.. some married liao. haaha

Went Ipoh, Penang and KL for the 7 Days trip.

Eat and eat. Growing fat soon. got to EXERCISE and get back in shape haaha.

Not forgetting to buy my EDWIN clothings =D

Missed my dear a lot (Signz i don't have the power to teleport her to malaysia). haaha

Hmm.. Before i was into this relationship wif her, i use to don't feel like going back to SG on the last day in malaysia..

But now felt different. On my 4th day, i feel like coming back to see her le..

Hopefully one day i can bring her along.. heehe

Now i left abt 2 weeks of holidays.

Got to refine my plan for my future!

2008-05-06T00:40:00.000-07:00

你对我很重要.

2008-04-08T08:42:00.000-07:00

The way you look at me

No one ever saw me like you do 
All the things that I could add up to 
I never knew just what a smile was worth 
But your eyes say everything
without a single word

[chorus] ‘Cause there’s somethin’
in the way you look at me 
It’s as if my heart knows
you’re the missing piece 
You made me believe that there’s nothing
in this world I can’t be 
I never know what you see 
But there’s somethin’ in the way you look at me

If i could freeze some moment in my mind 
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine 
I’d like to stop the clock,
make time stand still ‘Cause baby,
this is just the way I always wanna feel

I dont know how or why
I feel different in your eyes 
All I know is it happens everytime

The way you look at me...

Wanted to post this song for quite some time le..

Why?.. haaha is because on our 3th month anniversary, dear gave me a customized jig saw puzzle which remains me of this song.. a meaningful song haaha =)

This song is for you dear=)

Work from last month stressful.. mental stressful.. Don't know how long will i last. I shall endure!! Yep, i still got her=) and God, the Almighty. I remember my fren told me before will i started work.. he said dont be afraid to quit your job, if you are willing to work.. there are alot of job for you.. this is not the only job left.

Why worry.. God will bless or provide.

2008-03-31T10:36:00.000-07:00

5th Month le!

Wo man yao jia you orh =)

Wo hui yi zhi AI NI!!! Haaha haaha =D

Et2

2008-02-27T07:30:00.000-08:00

no. 119 day

its already coming to the end of feb. many happy mentions had happened. too much to mention haaha. because i had not been updating my blog. had a different kind of chinese new year this year haaha went around shopping centres not for my new year clothes but hers! quite enjoyable. once thought that will never i got the chance to celebrate valentines day. this year not with andy - bachelor nite haaha. but really with the one i love and treasure. was very excited and nervous. she kept saying the gift that i gave her is expensive. its not the amount of money that matters, its the heart that courts, dear. i like the teddy bear and the double heart origami cum valentines card. oya and the heart shaped lock and key. though lost the lock. but i already had the key to your heart. really happy. happy until don't know to express it when you said that your mum had approved our relationship. also happy that kk and siew chin talked to me about relationship, a God centered relationship. really thank God. seeing how He lead me and yingxian step by step. i have faith in God. let God shape our relationship. was also very touch by the little things she did for me. gave me a surprise and a oreo cheese cake last week while i was coming back from by despatch work. last sunday, she gave me a bottle of warm water=) because suddenly my stomach upset while sending her home and her place, got to settle my business at pioneer mall haaha. need not to do any great things to make me happy. but little things like these will make me smile, from my heart

Still love you always

She's Still With ME

2008-02-02T07:41:00.000-08:00

3 months le! Woohoo! Now still holding her hand, and marching into our 4th month =)

Hitting our 100th day soon also *clap* heehe

Valentines Day coming soon also.. nervous.. hmm.. haaha

Dear ah, i remembered u said in the message u left in my draft.. u said u "jian diao le bao and that bao is me" Not jian dao bao la.. i believe everything is GOd's will, not by chance. And dont be afraid to show ur emotions to me ah =) u are human, my gf.. not robot. Dont worry abt u are still childish or not.. cuz sometimes i m too =P

Sorry dear, made u worry for me today. And i know that u wei wo zhao xiang.. on friday night=)

Just want to protect u only and spend my friday wif u to the max that i can.

But really had a good time wif u, even through it drizzled a bit.. haaha

i shared this before during YAF, an ice breaker game.

i kana forfeit and ask to answer this qn.

"what is the most important things in my life and why"

and i answered

The important things in my life is ships.. Yaa is "ships"

my kin"ships" wif my family members

my relation"ship" wif God

my relation"ship" wif my girfriend or wife

and my relationships with my close frens.

I cant live without these "ships".. Either one is gone, some bad will happened to edwin.

i can give up my money.. my macki.. my job.. material things but not my 4 ships.

They are so dear to me that sometimes even a bit of unhappy happened i will feel uneasy or bored (plus sth happened when i was younger) >.< That's why i take our relationship seriously.

Your ET =)

2008-01-01T08:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAR YINGXIAN!! =)

Really really glad that we spend the night and a brand new 2008 morning togther!

Memorable time wif u at joe's place and especially at West Coast Park <3>

Thanks Dear, for ur puzzle. I love it! =D

Will continue to pray for our relationship.. Continue preserve and keep us, and the way He want us to be =) Jia You!

No Matter What Happens.. I'll Standby You Always.

Warm . Touched . Blessed

2007-12-28T11:14:00.001-08:00

Many many heart warming moments happpened these passed 2 weeks wif my dear.

this Christmas, celebrated it wif dear =)
Weeks ago when the radio station, FM98.7, that i usually listen to during working hours started to play Christmas songs.. i find myself smiling=) each time the Christmas songs were playing. Smiling because this Christmas will be a different Christmas. I got someone special and dear to me. It feels different when i was buying and 'making' a present for her. Hopes she likes it.. heehe.

Really enjoyed shopping wif her. especially when we went ard orchard to look for her clothes. i still like to dress u tried at far east that cost $40plus. You look pretty in that=) Haaha, hoped b4 CNY still got that dress available.

We went Ice skating on 26th. for abt 10 yrs i didnt skate le. but that is not the main point. the main point is, i just want to spend more time with her. Abit special from what we usually do or go. Hmm.. what will be next.. haaha

I WILL also always remember 26 Dec '07.. heehe *muack

Once, everything i see was black and white, After you came into my life.. everything is vibrant.

Will Love You Always.

2007-12-04T08:42:00.000-08:00

Dear Anonymous ,

Thanks God that Yingxian and i are already together for a month plus, and still counting haaha. Always warms my heart each time i think of her =)

At times i feel like we had been together for more than a month already. Maybe is because before we are in this relationship, we had been msg-ing each other quite often.. went out together quite a few times.. gathering at joe's place=) Really can see that how God slowly lead us to each other. And thinking back a month ago at city hall mrt, thank God for giving me the courage to ask her to be my girlfriend. If not, i dont know how long will i have to procrastinate.

She gave me a gift on Saturday (our 1 month anniversary). A bottle full with stars and rolled up slips of paper with messages in it =) I was touched. I remember on 4 slips of paper, she wrote Pray, Faith Trust and Patience. And i am very glad she have been praying for our relationship. Of course i have been praying too! =) I have faith in God that He will preserve us.

I love her as who she is, dont care what other people said. Only 2 categories of people i will listen to Which is God and my parents. Haaha, i told her before, I'm courting with her NOT other people. haaha.

Will always love her
Edn

Me.

2007-11-19T08:43:00.000-08:00

Very tired after working. But still ok:)
Before dear came into my life.. i used to find working meaningless. keep asking myself work so hard for wat. i know need to earn money for myself and support my parents. And ultimately i know i have to work hard for God. Other than all these reason?!
Everyday just work and sleep..

After She is part of my life. i feel better working.. i know that i can look forward on friday, if not saturday.. to be wif her. Or at least able to receive her msg during normal days. =)

Continue praying. i want to build our relationship upon God. I have faith in God that our relationship will last.

Really enjoyed walking/scrolling wif her.. holding her hand.. chit chatting.. Must do that often.. haaha. so that i can know her more=)

hokay.. i shall end here. humanly low batt liao.. haaha.

edn

miss her

2007-11-15T08:36:00.000-08:00

I miss her.

She

2007-11-14T08:29:00.000-08:00

What to write..

Well.. 1st and for most, really and truely thank God for giving me the greatest gift to my life on 1st Nov. Really thankful for bring me and yingxian together. And thankful for her for giving me a chance. Wo Hui Bau Wor De and Zian Chi Diao Di!!

I have been praying and will continue to pray that our relationship WILL last. I have faith in God.

Sorry, dear.. that i had made you miserable and confused before.. quite a few times i want to confess to you le.. but those words just dont come out of my mouth. Cuz i fear that you just treat me like a big bro.. if i say out.. reject is one thing. what will hurt me most is when u were to avoid me. So that time i choose to keep it to myself.

haaha.. remember last Christmas you gave me a Christmas card.. inside you said that if i set up a blog.. must let you see.. haaha. here's my blog!:)
And i have kept my promise!!.. heehe xp

Dear, anything if i did wrongly or no good.. MUST honestly tell me, ok:), dont keep it to urself. If you sad, angry, happy, joyful must share wif me hor.. i want to know:) I try my best to be there for you.

God's words says to his children, "neither will He leave nor forsake His children..
Edwin says to YingXian. "neither will I leave nor forsake you, Tan Ying Xian".

Really.

Edn

NEW!!

2007-11-13T09:32:00.000-08:00

Yeah! This is my blog:)
Ok, I'll post more stuff soon!

Yosh! Ying Xian, Dear! :c) Haaha!